This overcast isn't on the radar.
It isn't anywhere but here.
I find myself fading into a dusky mist,
addicted to smoke.
I never had one before,
(well, I had you)
but I believe I can feel it tugging at my lungs.
With the last "hallelujah" the match went out,
and the tin heart rattled on the wall,
lungs collapsed instantaneously
with psychodependency.
I could burn this house down with the leftover fever.
You were the vampyre that loathed the blood.
It was so alright for a while...
but I hate to break it to you,
"Magic isn't real."
That's what you said;
that's all you wrote;
you rose through my fingers like that delicious smoke,
and suddenly it didn't smell incensed anymore.
It smelled like something was burning,
on fire,
and then the radius of the blast engulfed me,
my addiction,
and any traces of you.
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Wednesday, 05 August 2009
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New Perspective
By Panic At The Disco
see relatedYou say this.
You say Metallica;
I say Taking Back Sunday.
I want a host of emotions, not just anger and fear and death.
You say Megadeth;
I say AFI.
Music without the drugs; they're all clean.
You say Pantera;
I say Panic at the Disco.
Because I can understand them, and their words are beautiful.
Yeah, I've listened to all of these bands.
Not all of their songs suck, but they only go so far.
I'm tired of people thinking that music is all heavy metal and anger and death. It's about beauty and melodies and words that flow off the tongue and inspire, as well. People who think music is confined to one genre don't love music. The end. Metal is okay, not the only way.
& PS the 80s weren't ruled by metal either. Try some Cure or Sisters of Mercy or some Depeche Mode.
Or some Emilie Autumn or Crüxshadows or some Young Veins.
Soooo. Suck my bereft balls.
:P
(If you want talent listen to Brendon Urie belting his heart out.)
Thursday, 11 June 2009
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Skylight
With every beat the world shifted. My eye sockets filled with crimson blood, nutrients to keep my vision alive. New life pumped into my eyes, transforming colors and changing wavelengths. I was awake and bright, my optic nerves sensitive in sight. The beauty intensified with a thundering cloudburst. As the sky opened up, streams of light filtered through the falling raindrops, blasting my senses. An angel descended, floating slowly, brilliant like solid sunshine and whispered you name in my ear. The word spilled like ivy vines and took root in my mind, growing, quietly subdued. Soon after, the sun set, and I was left alone with a vision, dipping into the grainy, pixilated night, fishing for dreams. As for you, I never found you, but I told you everything in technicolor dreams.
Friday, 05 June 2009
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By Blaqk Audio
The Love Letter
see relatedIt's just a matter of time...
Aaaaaah!
Blaqk Audio. The mere sound brings me to winter in Peoria. You see, I would listen to this album on the way to swim practice. It just feels cold. You can see the slush and the snow, glowing grey-white in the dark. The traffic lights are reflecting off the wet, paved streets. A stormy winter's night off Arcadia Avenue.
Oh well. It's the exact opposite of the place I'm going. Boca Raton, FL. Danel and I are flying by ourselves and meeting our mom there. I have my license now, so it's going to be fun. I'm going to be gone until the 13th of June. Eek. I have to reschedule senior pictures...hmm. How? That's a good question.
My, my. I think I might just cry. O sing in me, Davey. So beautiful.
Shall we burn it, just like the last time?
*snow* -
Pretty Girls and Pretty Boys
Oh my. Today was lovely. I had some finals, but I had fun taking English and French, Algebra... not so much, but I had the the best lunch with both of my deer* friends Annie and 'Shley. It was quite enjoyable. Then I went to the mall and my eyes beheld the most beautiful boy I've ever seen- a white-haired angel. Anna and I named him "Setsuna" which means "a moment" in Japanese, because, sadly, we'll probably never see him again. Then we sat around people watching, and a different boy who was presumably Anna's soulmate walked into Waldenbooks with a lurching gate that resembled her own, but after that there was no one particularly remarkable. Then we left, and it rained torrents. So we waited out the storm eating chips at my house, and then we went outside and collected hail and ate it. Yum.
&&&I gots new manga to read.
Oh, and my cats are insane now. My cats have gone fucking insane. Ever since Angel came home at five this morning, Lillie and Daisy have gone crazy. Growling and hissing at everyone. Yowling like crazy! Hiding under my bed and screeching. Princess is the only sane one here. She's chillen on the t.v. behhh. Poor sweetie. I wonder if I let evil in the house...
Animals can sense that kinda thing, you know.
I haz pink eyeliner and a red beret.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
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- Name: Renee
- Country: United States
- State: Illinois
- Metro: Peoria
- Birthday: 5/8/1992
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 12/22/2005
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